Disappearance 消失

Where helpless torturing ...

as nothing can be done

i may regret for that time ,

if this and that decision isnt made ~

Even thought, a sounds always remind me

there if no IF ...

Whenever , miracle is been hoping to occur for that moment

it will just vanished within second in my mind

as that is just me !

Truly don't believe in it yet hoping it happen on me .

Looking at the mirror,

recall my 20 years life,

tend to question those destiny,

why this happen to me , why do i deserved this?

Hence, cant deny, i should always being grateful ~

As i am actually live blissful than others

I wish i could understand how thieve's thought ! 

so that i won't feel like blaming anything around for my lost  

ps : need a hug and tell me is alright ...